Poster 15sep

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kata Dia.

Prestige Violence

She's going to the mall
with the high heels
with a loan bill

She meets her friend
with their boyfriends
with the fake SIM

She wanna a fashion
She will buy all around
She's happy then try this in front of the mirror
She's happy for her prestige to show off

everywhere is moon turns violet
everywhere is her object
until the sunlight trough her home
showing tree roots
showing garbage in carport
showing noodle packs

Treadmill

a long day have broke up my lonely brain
I don't remember anymore
blowing up to the air
all I've done was gone

I'll hibernate me
turn back to the suburb and live free
I've killed my mommy
may be tommorow bring me back to my home

are you standing for the sunrise come
or waiting for crying alone?
why I can't get the bail
for take back my mommy's soul?

I'll hibernate me
turn back to the suburb and live free
I've killed my mommy
may be tommorow bring me back to my home

yes, I wish for tommorow
I wish for tommorow
I wish for tommorow

metafora sebuah hybird dari tuhan dan setan

apa itu stag?
kalau orang sudah berhenti mencari

apa itu mencari?
mencari itu belajar

apa itu belajar?
belajar it berusaha mengerti dari hal

apa itu hal?
hal itu sesuatu, semuanya yang ada di dunia ini

apa itu dunia?
dunia itu adalah sekumpulan atas hal tersebut

apa itu hal?
hal itu sesuatu yang ditemukan oleh manusia lalu dinamai, yang melalui proses belajar

apa itu belajar?
belajar itu mencari

apa itu mencari?
mencari itu hal yang dilakukan oleh manusia yang merasa dirinya mengalami stag

apa itu stag?

no thanks, I'm fine..

between a must and your will.

everybody could choose their way to live. They could be free whenever they want. but, it wasn't happened in my life, my people's paradigm, my family mainstream.
my family give me the pathetic rules: you can choose your way, when you've finished your study in institute... all you must know, relatively, the surabaya's people way turn their son to high college school.
I was tried to know about their feeling. but, they must try to know how their son feeling too. But, why are there a war and having a unfriendly ending when a diferent paradigm comes? let me turn to analyse..

agony pain

the artwork done at 2008. used water-color at BC-TIC paper A3 (cut)
this is inspired by someone who tell me her pain in her past. She's aborted her baby. It's very hard moment that she has. for a few month she must feel abortion effect: agony pain around stomach, down, and brokenhearted for her boyfriend. her long story make me thinking that why abortion have been a great troubles. It made "perfect" effect: agony pain, in your body and all of your mind. traumacy? absolutly.

It's my first post. I've found this picture in my old folder and try to recollect them.. maybe I'll make this first post like a chicken soup for teenage.
This picture made at january 2008. The time as mooikite (my band) on full team - now, we go on 2 person, without the drummer-
I remember how he went over, I felt that my dream is ruined. Then my big brother tell me that none of people could ruined our dream, just by trying to keep strong and focus to the objectives. then, its make feel stronger than before.
now, I'll try to rebuilt up my destination and always remember that a trouble just a challange.